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Touched by an Angel... who haven't heard of angels? divine messengers, sent by e Big Guy up There 2 guide us or help us or 2 send some msg or other... the biggest msg is of cos the Jesus is God, n He died for our sins so we do not haf 2 pay e penalty for it... they can give us warnings, or they can give us comfort in mourning, help in times of dire needs... many people also say that angels are protectors 2... but pls dun mistake them to b gentle n nice in these kinda situations... Angels of death killed ALL the first-borns of eygpt in ONE night... INCLUDING all the first borns of the domestic animals... they can b swift n deadly if they wan 2 be... but pls be warned, demons can come disguised as angels... however, angels will NEVER wan u 2 worship him, will NEVER draw u away from the Word of God, n they'll do their task den fade in2 e background... so does that mean angels are superior 2 humans? not true... even though angels r empowered beyond human limits, God made US 2 b His companions, forgave US of our sins (Lucifer aka Satan n his brood also sinned, but God din have a plan of salvation for THEM, did He?), chose US 2 be His children, even appeared on earth in a copy of OUR human bodies... thus can b seen, humans r actually more precious in God's eye den angels... pls juz dun squander the chances that God gave us... we might not always have them... but tat's a topic for another day... 2 those i can call my frens... sorry if i hurt u in the last few weeks... i was feeling down... on a scale of 1 to 10 i'll measure negative 210... heh... i dun mean u're nv ard when i need u when i say im alone... is juz that its a different sense of companionship den wad i need... juz as though u'r merely scratching the surface of my frozen heart... anyway, im feeling better now... until e nxt time i see HER again... haha... well, thanks for being there for me anyway... meow....
meow...
im tired... 1 person do 3 person job... but no hab 3 person pay... haha... so tired... been so long since i slept really well... think is becos i dun really feel comfortable anyway liao... "the Lord is my Shepard, i shall not want. He leads me besides the still waters, He restores my soul" sheeps are v timid creatures... they wud only rest if they feel safe... only wif someone they trust... so they cannot rest unless the shepard is there 2 protect them... so we're suppose 2 trust the Lord 2 e extent... for me, i oso need a home, a santuary for my soul b4 i can really rest... (by the way, soul refers to the tots, emotions etc... thus animals haf souls 2... juz no spirit). i need someone i can rely on, lean on, for my soul 2 b able 2 rest.... pardon my incessant whining... cos im a incessant whiner... :)
anyway... my workplace got a new directive... abt avian influenza... if we find deceased poultry, we'll supposed to " pick it up wif a pair of tongs and put it in a plastic bag SLOWLY to prevent aerosolisation of bodily fluids"... then i start to imagine... a bird flying in the sky... 'o no, i needa crap! there's a car there 4 me 2 shoot at! on 2nd tots, i should find a nice big toilet to poop in so there'll b no "aerosolisation of bodily fluids"... dammit, now how do i wipe my arse? i've got no hands... gee... im not feeling so well... muz b e flu... now i'll find a place to land so i dun "aerosolise my bodily fluids"... uhh...'*splat* come on... if they died of bird flu, plenty of 'bodily fluids' in the area... besides, simple diffusion will cause the place to b infused with the H5N1 virus...(right?) juz blabbing, u dun haf 2 pay attention... meow...my angel, there is no woman like uu whose eyes are like the morning dewu whose laughter brings the sun to the snowswhose hands warm the coldest fortresswhose words soothe the savage beast withinwho is this that appears like the dawn,fair as the moon, bright like the sun,majestic as the stars in procession?come to me, my beloved,sweet is the rest in ur embrace- by j.c. with help from Songs of Solomon
the sky is dark, the rain falling. grievous, heart mourning... hey! im a poet n i din even noe it... lolz
iN tHe begiNNing...
was the Word, and the Word was wif God, and the Word was God.
this is in fact the essence of the universe. so much so that the founder of taoism touched on the mere fringes of His Godly existance... however, with his limited wisdom, he can only use e word 'tao' to explain the immense, incredible presense he felt (i din noe that until a few days ago...). so basically taoists are ignorant christians... haha, sorry but its true...
Selestine left for ROC 2day... ren hui was heartbroken sia... haha... so funny 2 c them... like pri sch kids playing at love... well, at least he's better off then me... i ain't got anyone... hah... people all around me yet not one is willing 2 juz reach out n touch my heart... meow... y do i love her so?
do unto others wad u wan others 2 do 2 u... meow
ok, finally done with the tweaking... esp wif things i dun even understand, like HTML. damn i should'v paid a wee bit more attention during class... den i probably wun be so FREAKING fustrated...
i got that epiphone les paul!! cool... but i haven gotten the amp so its gonna sit dere doing nothing for e next 2 weeks.... anyone got a good amp 2 recommend?
wad the heck is all that ruckus about Dawn Yeo's plastic sugery? i mean, wad does ANYTHING she wanna do haf 2 do wif the WHOLE BLOODY COUNTRY? she's chio and all, but come on, its juz a blog... juz like the daughter of some Hong Kong businessman was on the tabloids for revealing one ordinary bra strap! *dotz* dun those reporters go anywhere near tsim sha tsui or orchard road? itz flesh parade man... some gers there make dirty old men blush... blah!purveyors of filth... those nosey, pathetic excuse of reporters i mean.
i puked today. twice. i dun think its my body man... my body is fine. i think. i think its because i have been lonely for 2 long... too, too long... 20 years too long man... i cant remember when anyone gave me a hug juz for being me... hah! i wish... ain't felt the simple warmth of someone leaning against me for as long as i can remember... wish i can be warm...
there's a chinese saying "envy not the immortals but envy the lovebirds"... how true... everywhere i go couples fill the streets... every alley, every bus, everywhere...i see them holding hands n i get so sad i rue the day i was born... haha... esp when i see the girl i love, the girl i wud DIE for, ignoring my presence n existance, laughing n playing with every1 else... well the feeling is intensified hundredfold... think thats y my heart is in 3,079,986 pieces... its causing my body 2 reject itself 2... bloody hell... wish i have an angel 2 hold...
"hold me now, i'm 6 feet from the edge and i'm thinking mayb 6 feet ain't so far down"haha... thats about wad im feeling... if no1 is gonna hold me back, im going over the edge...
short of this, God really blessed me lots... all my probs at work miraculously disappear when i prayed... key word being when... i should remember 2 do so more man... i have all i need... all i wan... except 4 the kinda warmth that a mere blanket cant provide... heh... Lord, how long must i wait?
*wads mine is mine... wads not will never be... will she ever see my love?
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