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haha all my presents really not wrapped... n... n... o nvm...
boxing day... whole day at WORK... tts juz wrong man... new year oso most prob burnt... tts is so FREAKING BLOODY WRONG! nobody should work during holidays... except for crazy ppl who dun wanna go out... haha... im tired... =(
tired... been coming home at 10 pm nowadays sia... if i come back at all... dun even haf time 2 wrap presents... guess evry1 is getting it tt way from me... haha... meow...
not fair sia... holidays still haffa work OT... christmas eve and boxing day oso burnt liao... =(
actually... my christmas wishlist is juz 2 b wif HER... juz e 2 of us, enjoying each others' company... but guess tts not possible... meow...
WAD U LOOKING AT U @#$%^*#!!! STOP LOOKING AT ME OR I'LL *BLEEP* BITE OFF UR *BLEEP* NOSE!! U STUPID *BLEEP* *BLEEP* *BLEEEEP*
went christmas shopping juz now... so many people... sigh... n im not a people person... im tired... but then... the salesger at moshi moshi (under wisma atria) is so CHIO!! esp her SMILE! its so SWEET!! i prbably dream abt her sia... haha... im captivated by her smile... ;) then got another ger at the better toy shop... name of joanne... she's SWEET 2!! n got e guai guai look haha... wish i hav enuf courage 2 ask their no... even though they ppb hv bf liao... haha... but im still mesmerised by HER... e ger of my dreams... meow... even though i noe its impossible... cos the laws of the universe works against me... bwahahaha... *bitter laugh* ;)
found out sth... genesis 6:1-4... the sons of God saw e daughters of men were beautiful, and they married any of them they choose... sons of God? tts angels rite? cos men r sons of men... i think their offsprings r those Nephilim e passage mentioned... u noe... another batch of fallen angels... like arazel (rite?) in islam... hmmm... interesting... meow...
rAiNdRoPs KeEp FaLLiNg On My HeAd...
meow... i think cats r better den dogs... sorry dog lovers, its not 2 say dogs r not good, but me think cats r much better pets den dogs... i lyk dogs plenty, but i prefer cats... =D
one, cats r smaller den most dogs... they'r juz e rite size... imagine trying 2 snuggle a doberman on ur laps... ummm... maeb u need new laps aft tt... although dogs lyk chihuahuas r smaller, imagine trying 2 play rough wif it... ummm... now u need a new dog... =D
two, cats r SMARTER!! ya ya i noe... the argument that dogs can learn tricks n cats cant... well NEWSFLASH for U!! not that cats CANT! they dun WANNA!! any army ppl can tell u... dogs hang ard training areas for food... cats hang ard cookhouse... so cats haf food evryday, but dogs only haf good food when ppl go outfield... so dumb rite... n cats dun even need 2 toilet train, they noe when u show them where 2 shit... dog owners! how long did it take u 2 do e same thing?! hah! =D
cats r CLEANER! they spend lyk HALF of their waking time cleaning themselves... some dogs dun even let u clean them... =)
den there's e way they show affection... this is juz a personal preference lah... dogs show it by playing wif u, barking, licking u etc... tts like someone who always bring his gf out 2 shows, pubs n other places n keep toking... for cats... they juz sit next 2 u or in ur laps(provided they like u) n enjoy ur company... like someone who juz wanna spend time wif their gf... dun care do wad, so long as he's next 2 her he's v happy... n they PURR... its beneficial 2 human health u noe... wagging tails at most act lyk a broom... haha...
I WAN A CAT!!! but my parents dun let me... =( meow... sigh...
im TIRED... of EVERYTHING...
someone's sick... i wish i can bring her some chicken soup or sth... b nice 2 her... but i dun think she'll lyk it loh... cos its me mah... she dun even lyk 2 tok 2 me... sux... :'(
its official... my heart's finally cracked... im numbed... i feel no pain any more... i feel... nothing... guess its better that way... guess im juz supposed 2 b alone... meow...
juz got a MARSHALL amp 2day... 200 bucks sia... n its quite cheap liao loh... meow...
"a wife of noble character who can find? she is worth far more than rubies" well anyway it wont b me i suppose... meow... to me she will b worth far more than all the universe put together man... huh... meowzzz...
i think i'll go hong kong study... physiotherapy... maeb can clear my mind... visit old haunts... which i dun remember... find old frenz... whom i cant even visualize... c relatives... whom i cant distinguish except 4 my granma... haha... learn massage skills... b nice 2 my future wife... if i haf one la... meow....
"hold me now, im 6 feet from the edge n im thinking, maeb 6 feet ain't so far down"
i m LOST! n CONFUSED!! n no one cares... i bet i can DIE n no one will noe im gone... i msg her she already nv answer... if i dun? i suppose she'l say GOOD RIDDANCE!! bloody hell... meow...
meow... how do u tell a girl u like her? esp since she dun really care abt me... nor noe me... i dun mean anyth 2 her... but she means e world 2 me... i... i wish 2 hold her when she's feeling down... wipe her tears when she's sad... take care of her when she's sick... share her joy n pain n give her all tt she wans... but when i see her look so tired... so stressed... i wan 2 help but she always refuse 2 tell me wad is wrong... i can never hold a nice, normal conversation wif her... i ask a simple question n i get THE look... so how? any advice? haha... no? nvm... i expected so... meow... =(
after the 7th trumpet, or the last woe, most of the events happen in Heaven. the elders give praise to God, n "God's temple in heaven was opened n within his temple was seen the ark of the covenant. n there came flashes of lightning, rumblings, peals of thunder, an earthquake n a great hailstorm" short to say, most of the previous plagues repeated... as if its not enuf 2 live thru the turmoil once... hai~
i will leave the Revelation studies where it is now... cos aft that the bible use so many metaphors tt im not entirely sure i can translate properly for u... if i mislead u, im in deep defecation. (that's 'shit' for those vocabulary challenged people.)so i'll juz use the sentence Jesus used. "Repent, for the kingdom of Heaven is near".
i m caring less n less... i dun really give a damn abt anyth anymore... i think is because i lost the motivation 2 carry on... to e extend that i wondered if it would b better if i get whacked by car or sth.... not 2 die, mind u... juz for a good long rest... i wun mind e pain... been living wif pain in my heart 4 e past ummm... 10 yrs? physical pain no longer matter so much liao... haha... my curiosity was killed together wif the cat... meow....
anyway, 2 continue... 5th trumpet... the bible said that "a star fallen from the sky to the earth. the star was given the key to the shaft of the Abyss. when he opened the Abyss, smoke rose from it like a gigantic furnace." the smoke will cover the sky... demonic locusts will come upon the earth n torture e men of earth... those without e mark of God on their foreheads anyway... men will seek death but will not find it... whoosh... 5 months some more... another thing... the star was discribed as 'he' so is actually an angel rite? or fallen angel.. his name is Abaddon... or Apollyon... this is oso the 1st woe...
6th trumpet, 2nd woe... 2 hundred million mounted troops will bring forth fire, smoke n sulphur, killing a third of the people. one fourth of people were already killed during the seal judgements... now one third of the remainder as well, meaning only 1/2 of the people left during the Rapture will b left... but still dey do not repent.
the gentiles (meaning those who r not jews, but i speculate that in this context it means those not christians)will trample over jerusalem for 3 1/2 years... there will b 2 witnesses with the power of God who will prophesy for e same period of time... men will sought to kill them, but they will not succeed until the 1,260 days r up.... whereupon the 2 witnesses will remain dead for 3 days, but will rise to the Heavens within full sight of their enemies on the 3rd day. simultanously, there will b a severe earthquake which will cause 1/10 of the city 2 collapse n 7,000 people 2 die. this is e second woe...
the 3rd woe i'l leave until tml den... if i dun die or sth... meow...
this is getting a bit long... but its important so i'll spend e time discribing all this things...
after e seal judgements come the trumpet judgements... hail and fire mixed with blood will be hurled onto the earth... hail is frozen rain, fire is fire and blood is liquid... how can this things mix? well thats the wonder of God... one third of the earth will b burnt... one third of the trees will b burnt... ALL the green grass as well... so maeb its better 2 b red grass or blue grass or purple grass.... haha
den "something like a huge mountain, all ablaze, was thrown into the sea. a third of the sea turned 2 blood, a third of the living creatures in the sea died, and a third of the ships were destroyed." a huge meteor will crash into the sea n turn the waters to blood. ever tasted blood? one third of the seas is a lot of blood... no animal can live in there... rather, there will b lots more pests n more dieases than anyone can handle...
den "a great star, blazing like a torch, fell from the sky on a third of the rivers and on the springs of water- the name of the star is Wormwood. a third of the waters turned bitter, and many people died from the waters that had become bitter." this was e only star that was named... so maeb its of some significance?
after that, the world will b one third darker... whether the sun, e moon, or the stars, they will all become darker by a third... and woe to the people of the earth, because of the other three trumpet judgements!
i went bugis 2 take walk 2day... wanted 2 prepare some chistmas gifts for some people... but expensive leh... how... den i dun wanna buy everything the same... meow... i wan each gift 2 b UNIQUE... but i dunno wad they wan... and i dunno if SHE will like it even if i got her wad she wan... probably not... its my life after all... haha *laughs mirthlessly* meow...
i wan a electric guitar AMP!!!! ARGHHH!!!! need 2 spend so much how 2 save up for my future wife?
when the fifth seal is opened, those who have been killed on account of the Lord will cry out, n the Lord will tell them to wait juz a little while longer, until their numbers were complete...
now the sixth seal is serious matter. "i watched as he opened the sixth seal. there was great earthquake. the sun turned black like a sackcloth made of goat's hair, the whole moon turn blood red, n the stars in the sky fell to earth as late figs drop from a fig tree when shaken by a strong wind. the sky receded like a scroll, rolling up, n every mountain n island was removed from its place." (rev 6:12-14) that is pretty straightforward... enormous earthquake, so huge that EVERY mountain n EVERY island will no longer b in their own place... so tt means its on a GLOBAL scale... e sun will lose its light, e moon will become red, for wad reasons i cudn't possibly figure out. there will b meteor showers as well, like in e movie 'armagedon'... well u think u've seen disasters in the tsunami n in the turkish earthquakes? well u ain't seen nothing yet... no offense meant 2 those who suffered in these disasters of cos...
den, there will b a period of calm. 144,000 from all the tribes of israel will b sealed with e seal of God on their forehead. a great multitude no one could count will come before the throne of God n worship. now the bible did mention 2 hundred million horsemen later in the book... that's 200,000,000... n its still under e countable category... den how many is uncountable? 2 gazillion? haha meow...
now when the seventh seal was opened, there was silence in heavens for half an hour. the bible nv recorded wad it was, but if throughout all the seals b4 this the citizens of Heaven can continue 2 sing praises to God, well den it muz b extremely shocking if they suddenly found themselves unable 2 speak for half an hour... n i suspect this "extremely shocking" will be one heck of an understatement...
k i think i'll stop here... gotta go out n get some ideas for christmas shopping... ;)
lousy day... got into deep shit at work... blah... now reading some stupid book... cracks me up... :D
movie subtitles: ' u always use violence. i should've ordered glutinous rice chicken'
instructions on a japanese computer software: 'hit mouth 2 times in rapid succession. move mouth so curser will appear on monitor.' haha... laughed until my sides cramped... though maeb nobody but me finds it funny... cos my method of thinking is completely diff from every1 else's... so forgive me if this is juz boring u...
now for e serious stuff... end of the world rite? wad e hell is gonna happen? i mean, its nice 2 b prepared for wads gonna happen rite? many people say Revelations is a tough read, n i agree... but e more u read u more u understand... its actually quite straight forward... its like reading a history book in advance... except for those parts which r figurative...
1st, some background... many theologians believe Jesus will come and take away the true believers 1st, so that they'll b spred from wad happens next... He said that He'll come like a thief in e night, be vigilant so that u'll not miss Him... let us assume that is wad will happen, suddenly, many many people all over the world will b gone, raptured, leaving all their belongings behind... wad about those that remain? of course in such circumstance, the world will b thrown in2 confusion... there will b some1 2 come... "i looked, n there before me was a white horse! its rider held a bow, n he was given a crown, n he rode as a conqueror bent on conquest." (rev 6:2)
he will 'conquer' the world... unite the world politically n economically... u noe, one world currency n stuff... e euro is the warning sign man... juz kidding haha... well the bible said he haf a bow, but wad about e arrows? well... i dun noe... probably will b e "flaming arrows of the evil one"... but i dun really noe...
that was the 1st seal... all quite harmless, but it was juz e opening stage for e entire end times...
2nd seal, "then another horse came out, a fiery red one. its rider was given power 2 take peace from the earth n to make men slay each other. 2 him was given a large sword"(rev 6:4) simply put, world war 3 is coming, bub. *snikt* (in case u din noe, tt is e sound of wolverine unsheathing his claws...)
3rd seal, black horseman. this time with a pair of scales in his hand. "one quart of wheat for a day's wages, n three quarts of barley for a day's wages n do not damage the oil n wine!" not sure wad that means... probably means every1 will get wad they deserve... evry1 will b paid their 'wages'
4th seal, last horseman... pale horse... this guy haf a name 2! n its Death, with Hades following behind... one quarter of the people left will b killed by "sword, famine n plague, n by e wild beasts of e earth". well, i dun wanna b among those left on earth sia... do u?
i'll stop here... other 3 seals tml, cos im really tired... zzz...
i wanna watch CHICKEN LITTLE!!! hahahahahaha... its stupid, its lame, its good 4 a big, mindless laugh! hahaha.... cos i dun wanna think animore... thinking makes evrything hurts more than it should...
heh, surveyed some people, ask them wad kinda person i m... they knew me an average of 9.5 years... yet i only got 1 'quiet' n 1 'lame'... no one else have anything else 2 say... some say dunno me enuf... but as i said, average 9.5 yrs sia... is as if i did not exist in their lives... maeb im juz some1 whom they noe name, face n hp no... as though im only an acquintance... nv really proceeded 2 frenz... not unexpected exactly... im not dumb aft all, these things r all within my grasp... juz that it confirmed wad i din wan 2 b true... but murphy's law strikes again!! bwahahaha... for those who dunno, murphy's law states that 'wadeva can go wrong WILL go wrong
anyway, i tok abt not having much chances ytd rite? its gonna b confusing... well here goes... in ancient eygpt, when Moses was trying 2 get pharaoh 2 'let my people go!', God hardened pharaoh's heart so he will say no. y? y not soften it so the israelites can leave earlier? this is so that God's glory can b fully manifested. if pharaoh had let them off after juz a snake magic trick which his people duplicated anyway, the israelites wud forget about God before u can say "huh?"... as it is, they forget abt God fast enuf... i forgot whether there more people whose heart God hardened, but wheneva this happened, the person wif the hard heart never seem 2 haf a happy ending...
but wad does this gotta do wif us? well, in the book of Revelations, it says that in the end times, when God is pouring out the e bowls of wrath on the people on earth and men will 'gnaw their tongues in agony n curse the God of Heaven because of their pain n their sores, but they REFUSE to repent of wad they have done' this time, it is not God who harden our hearts for His Glory, but US who hardened our own hearts to our DOOM. repent, for the kingdom of God is near... nearer now den it have ever been...
still undecided? over the next few days i'll tok abt the judgements of God. woe to those without e mark of God on their foreheads!
p.s. in case u haven notice, il b doing a blog wif a little of my daily tots n some biblical truths either read from elsewher, or wad i understood... feel free 2 correct me pls... im not perfect...
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