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i finally figure out wads wrong... IM A JINX! BWAHAHAHAHA! i can channel all the bad luck in the world 2 me! espescially when im happy /relaxed... den my brain will give out alpha wavws which will enhance my powers! therefore if im HAPPY, my day will come CRASHING down on me. how wonderful.
maebe death is not so scary after all...
huh so long nv update... guess all my fans out there(all TWO of them, both blind n deaf) muz b worried sick. bwahahaha
stupid POLY UNIVERSITY! one delay after another... wonder how long before they'll give me my results... cos i wan 2 noe where my future lies before i biao bai 2 her... haha... but being e genious that i m, i already noe wads probably gonna happen... well no one ever said i hav 2 like e result... but im not worried though... if 3 mths ago my heart would b broken again. but now i dun hav 1 anymore. wahahahaha ;)
neeway, ONE MORE WORKING MONTH 2 ORD!!!! Gosh im so happy... gotta start thinking abt work... earn more money for my future wife 2 spend. ;)
n one more thing... all the girls out there, is not singapore dun hav gentlemen, but is ur being UNFAIR! if one guy is gentlemen 2 u, u all take it for granted, den where tt same guy not gentlemen for ONE moment, he is un-gentlemanly. GRRR! u wan us guys 2 b gentle u muz oso b fair mah... dun take us for granted u noe... not all guys are like ME! :D
one more last thing... anyone wanna buy my GBA? i wanna upgrade 2 PSP...
*all i wan for my bdae is for u 2 b mine... nth else matters... is tt so impossible?*
n its juz PAYDAY! argh!!!
is it so hard 2 be GODLY? i dun wanna carry on in sin... i try n i try n still i cannot keep out of this abyss... what if i die tml? where will i go? heaven or hell? come 2 think of it, if i dun die, in 6 mths time where will i be? ntu?nus?HK? probably noone will miss me... when i say noone i mean HER of cos... cos by some weird law of the universe, if i really really wish she'll miss me, she most definitely won't. haha... o e irony...
m trying not 2 think of her actually... trying 2 focus on God, but not used 2 focusing on anything(except her...) (shit, there i go again...) meow :( juz wanna marry her n live happily ever after... fairy tale ending...
When the church (following Plato) spoke of the Seven Virtues, it wasn't really talking about living by a set of rules. The Greek root word for 'virtue' has to do not with obedience, but excellence, being as good as one can be. Nowadays, there are bookshelves and even whole stores dedicated to personal and corporate excellence. Christian believers have good cause to celebrate this turn of events, because they've been working on excellence for thousands of years. It is in fact near the core of the Christian way of living in a society. It is a way to love our neighbor. The first four of these virtues are 'secular' or public, that is, you don't have to believe in Christ to do them and do them well. Prudence means not traipsing off after the latest fad nor getting lost in the feelings of the moment, but instead being consistently thoughtful and making measured responses. Fortitude is about the kind of courage that sees the task through till it is done, or which boldly weathers the storm. Temperance is about doing all things in moderation, instead of binging, splurging, and pigging out. Justice has to do with being fair and equitable, and creating situations which can benefit all rather than only one or a few. It means we are to be fair in our own doings, and also (as far as we are able) to see to it that our society, laws, economy, media and culture are also geared for all and not the few
pardon my incessant blabbling, i copied it from somewhere, bwahahaha. pls dun sue me, im broke... :(
found wanni again! e v cute ger from my sec 1 orientation peer grp! haha... probably she's 2 bz 2 go out... meow... found God again... or rather He found me... getting my relationships rite again... slowly slowly... yay! haha... now i needa slim down... getting a beer belly... minus e beeer part.... meow...
if im going HK im gonna biao bai 2 her... Lord, pls gimme e strenght n e courage... will probably b rejected but nvm... st least she'll noe... haha... wish me luck!
*2 days 2 prepare myself...*
blah... waited FOUR FREAKING HOURS for ONE BLOODY SHEET OF PAPER!!! shit. did not even have a book 2 read. freak. n i need 2 check my guitar... it sounds HORRENDOUS... out of freaking tune and e stupid fretboard is so far from e string... hard 2 press... blah...
heh... pastor ben shared his love life wif us last sun... its not exactly shocking or melodramatic or anything, but it encouraged me a lot... cos now at least i have hope... hope for a future tts not so dark now... haha... at least now its not so impossible tt i can be wif HER... oh well... meow
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